cry now.

coz once gone,

always lost.

i really have no doubt that he's the one for me.

"i had a heart then"

"the strength i need to push me"

"you show the lights

that stop me turn to stone

you shine them

when i'm alone

so i tell myself i'll be strong"

i thought true love comes when the other one loves you back. i guess its not now, huh?

i didn't want to repeat my mistakes with en previous.

but it looks like i've done it again.

but what really happened i just have no idea.

just the feelings, gone.

yes, i do remember our happy moments.

you were my best friend, my light, my other half.

but right now i just don't feel like sharing it with you anymore.

and at the same time, i wanna keep u with me. right here.

god, fix me.

ilyanti nabilah

thought you'll always be mine