snap out of it!

i know it's already ramadhan.

but i have some things i'm not happy about.

i just wanna let it out here.

mom dad could really make me feel ugly inside and out. highlighting my weak points. somehow telling me that i can't make decisions for myself. can't even trust me to handle my own money and handle my time. and when i do the right things for them, they won't even notice. yet, still begging me to change myself. i can't really say that i would give up proving to you already coz i still have a long way to go. but, looky here.

IT HURTS.

crying to me or abg won't help until you look in both ways.

in that way, i'll respect you too.

i could see that mom is trying to change her ways after she's back from umrah... but my doors are still closed for you.

the other thing is that,

there's this colleague of mine.

who likes to boasts about her breasts.

and touch ours.

fuck you bitch.

and you crying wolf you!

all of your 'dongengs' are getting obvious.

the only truth i seemed to hear from you

is when you gossip.

ilyanti nabilah

i wanna stop working already, can?