despite going to the 'Women Empower' talk last saturday, i still feel insecure.

i'm sorry, but i feel depressed. though i have this great boyfriend to help me go on, 

i. am. feeling. very. weary.

i'm sorry, that i'm no fun anymore.
i'm sorry, i can't be there for you.
i'm sorry, that i fall sick more often.
i'm sorry, that i can't satisfy your needs.
i'm sorry, if i'm in debt with you's.
i'm sorry, for everything that you're not happy with me with.

despite me knowing that heaven is a beautiful place, right now, i can't visualize it. i'm just too tired.