i'm not myself 

but i say, "What is me?"

while i know it oh so well

i can't bear to look at myself.

whether i've been embraced

or have my eyes closed

i just can't sleep at ease.

can't rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe.

bad. love is so bad.

you're the very reason why i open my eyes.

humans are so bad.

greed is so bad.

the more you know about love, the more your heart aches.

bad love. love hurts so bad.