Sunset Glow - BB

its 4am right now, and i'm still not asleep. by tonight, the month of ramadhan ends. looking back, it felt like i'm a milestone away. i reflected back on a lot of things. i am grateful of my friends, who are so supportive of me. taught me things about religion.

that aside, i'm left with 8 weeks now till exams. i struggle a lot to concentrate and to try harder. i mean like, yeah. it was 5 years ago, and now i'm taking it again. i quit my work 2 weeks ago for studies. a part of me was itching to be what i was. a bigger part of me told me to move on.

so much had happened ever since my last post. boyfriend and i, we're in our 3rd year now. and me, i am officially an adult. i'm 21! and Casper. well, she died 3 weeks ago. it is still hard for me, hard for all of us(my family). we loved her so much. especially now that i'm not working, i see her imprints every corner of the house. its so difficult to move on without her. images of her last day kept popping up. she was struggling to breathe, even struggling to keep her head up when we all poured TLC on her. yet, being her affectionate self.... well, yeah.
but the weird thing is, ever since then, random cats kept popping up in front of our house. it feels like its a sign. but i wonder what is it.

here's a photo from my last nurses' day.

with two of my best mates at work.

def won't be the last time i'll see them.

till more blogging,

buh bye and good morning!